My loving mother,
I am missing you so much Amma . For the past 21 years I was with you and I can't believe that I suddenly lost in a lonely place without you . Yes, First I thought I can do it but after two, three days I realized this life isn't easy that much.
People here are like robots. By looking at their face I can feel
their hardness like when I get on the bus some are sleeping , some are
scrolling their phones and some are look frustrated . They never try to give a
little smile like if they smile. Some one clutching their bags like they have
diamonds in them. Someone sitting on the bus does not even take the bag as a
favor to someone. I can't even breath because there are huge buildings
almost everywhere this city is just cement and concrete. No matter how much the
workers clean the city of Colombo and do beautification work, Colombo is not
beautiful. where I beautiful in a place blocked by buildings.
But Village is not like that . If someone met on the road or a bus
we don't need any relation to give a smile to them and talk with them. The
super pleasing scenarios like green color Mountain range , river , small water
streams , paddy fields and more are the best because those places give me the
relaxation I need mostly .Amma's delicious food, After work in the evening
appachchi brings delicious food, I really miss those days when I was running
around the home play with you all freely.😔
But Amma , I know I have to work for me so I'll be patient and one day I will be success , I will make you proud amma . I have that courage and don't worry even if i want to give up now , No amma I will never give up I'll do my best . I will get use to this life . So don't worry I am your strong daughter and there will be a golden memories to share with my future . I'll wait patiently till my success and make you all proud ... Lastly I miss you so much amma and I love you amma.........💓
your,
loving Doni.
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